Life’s practically seems confusing to me in lots of ways. And when i thought i get the hang of things,things often turn away from me. Leaving me stranded in my own space.

It is hard to please people let alone avoiding conflict every now and then. I’m the kind of person whose bound to say the wrong things at a wrong time. It wasn’t intentional! Really…Lets face it sometimes thing doesn’t go the way you wants it. There are people who never gives up, people who almost gives up and people who gives up but change their mind again.

There are people who likes you, people who hates you, people who adores you, people who cares about you and the most important of all is the people who loves you. It is important that we should treasure those who cares and loves you rather then those who are bound to hurt or insults you, and those who pass sarcastic remarks that are bound to hurt you emotionally. Just brush it off and pull yourself together.

I find that people who hurts others are victims of hurt themselves. There’s this saying, ‘people who protect other are usually the ones who needs to be protected’. Get it?

If life suppose to be easy, then there’s nothing challenging about it. If life suppose to be the same all the life, imagine how boring it will be…

Since young, most people knows what they wants in life. I very much have my own goals and ambitions. As years goes by, i become uncertain of what future holds. What are god’s plan for me. Till i decides that i just live alone (without someone special) with my family and support my siblings future.

I got a job at a shopping mall, as a cso. Wierd as it seems it feels wierd to be one. The job was cool except for the occasional disturbance now and then, a little remarks here and there. I’m cool. When i first started i don’t even know what to do! everybody who pass by my counter thinks its a very relaxing job, i don’t have to do anything. In my mind i said, yeah right, like they know everything. Try sitting down and entertain a busy crowd..

And my collegue said, go and learn about the mall.

Huh? what do i learn? what to learn? where do i start?

She said, don’t you have a brain? then use it!. 

Thanks, what a great help thats is… Great thing for me is that everybody else was nice to me. I learn about the mall fast, say about two - three weeks. everything from shops, route, carparks, the neigbouring malls and even the roads. When there are events we must be ready for any forms of enquiries. I’m ready.

There are happiness, tears, gladness, warmness in this mall. More then 4 years in experience does me alot of goodness . There’s a little boy that are the reasons why i decides to take the job as a cso. But my daughter are the reason i decided to leave the job.

I’m sad and happy at the same time. The little boy gave me strength and faith, my husband gave me love and my daughter my hope for the future…